a real conversation

so much about life is mysterious and i used to have so many questions, now what i know seems so clear it is puzzling how anyone could disagree, i say the earth is big and it is, even compared to the sun the earth as humans are concerned is big, the earth provides everything we need to survive not even science can explain some phenomenon, we use calendars and measure time based on the rotation of the earth, seasons come and go, mother nature is truly in command. what humans create is destructive from preservatives in food to atomic energy what we rely on for enjoyment and comfort causes more harm than good, i am not concerned with living longer just living better because what else is there, answer that. what is it that we are here for, how are we here? i have the answer to 1 - what we are here for is achievement, every man and every woman has life, that is each and everyone of ours gift "LIFE" we are here for a period of time and that is all we know so why really make it difficult or bad. i really wanted to understand mankind but it just boils down to power and greed sorry folks but that's the truth. civilizations created countries and differences but before that was it just cavemen running around uncivilized, the only reason worth accepting that as truth is it gives us the excuse to be uncivilized today. war, poverty and corruption are not civil in fact with what we know about human behavior should make us more understanding when people are messed up, instead we have over populated jails, unexplainable expenses, traffic - why is there traffic and don't dismiss it, those are our tax dollars at work so why don't the roads work for us, the department of transportation knows very well the roads have to accommodate many different drivers in different weather and in the case of an emergency so why ( i will be nice and say 10 years ago ) didn't they start taking this into consideration and i better not hear funding because just in case some don't know money is man made, they ( i don't know who they is, i can guess ) have already made it clear that value can be  given or taken for no reason at all, i understand social classification and status as i am sure many of you all do, why is it ok for some people to have nothing and who is supposed to do something about it, every problem we face as a society has a fix - as for traffic it is messed up because they don't care - road improvements are always years behind - construction projects are scheduled at ridiculous times which is dangerous to workers and drivers increasing accidents, injuries and traffic tickets, they think we are stupid but i'm not stupid i am very observant and concerned because people are fed up, who puts 70 year old crossing guards at street light intersections and why are the cops camped out behind the CVS... because they know that asshole is out there and he or she is gonna cut through the 7-11 parking lot or maybe just make that right after the kids pass and not wait for permission, yeah and don't forget the seatbelt, what a bunch of clowns. why really can honda make a car go 150. it is disturbing that money is taken away from education, if anything is preserved it should be education, you want to save a tree and an eagle when you have bark for skin and feathers hanging out of your ass we can talk, the kids get the dollars for now, so many people wonder why hollywood has a voice its because entertainers aint starving, what they do with there money is there business how they earn that money is the mystery. a real fireman can do okay but if you act like one on TV, the skies the limit. what is the logic in religion this goes far beyond atheism because i can convince myself there is a higher power but why... faith is fantasy, yeah it would be great that if my real life was rewarded in the afterlife but why on earth does that make sense, what makes sense is understanding where we are and how we are here, i know pain hurts, being hungry hurts faith has never fixed anything but if you want to believe that your faith gave you the strength to get up in the morning or delivered you somewhere safely that's fine just not realistic. what is real is war and death  and the billions that have died for their chosen leader, cancer is real, there's a war the government could spend trillions on instead research is slowed because there is not enough money to support the scientist who have been working on a cure for 50 years. the government is still pushing pharmaceuticals, alcohol, cigarettes still lobbying for weed as the world gets high. i sometimes apologize when i go on & on, my outlook is oblong, this life is precious and we need to strive for more positive results and not just expect our leaders do a great job demand that they do.